To the girl i really love

 

you cried

as you hear his voice

and every tears you shed

it just like every scar in my heart

 

i don want to suffer the pain

so i’ll be there to cheer you up always

so there’s no tears

there’s no scar on my heart

you started training today

first day of training

it’s a challenging job you told me

and i know you’re gonna enjoy it also

 

i can feel that you’re working hard for this training too

but do take care your health also ah

don study until too late

 

but

no matter what

you will have me supporting

like i always do

=)

we text for the whole day

you seem to enjoy everything there

and i’m glad to hear that

i think

after the weekend

you’ll be busy with your training

and we’ll spend lesser time with each another

 

but no matter what is going on

my heart is still with you

supporting you

aza aza     =)

i was there

feels like seeing you for one last time

you told me ten weeks

two months & two weeks

 

tears nearly fell

when i left

i tried to hold my tears

 

you ask how i feel

i feel relief

relief after seeing you

after seeing the smile on your face

after telling you things i should tell you

i feel relief

 

i was quiet when i was beside you

i choose to talk less

so we can still have more space between us

 

you left

and

i left

 

ten weeks

starting from now

 

and i’ll be waitng

we were texting almost the whole day

kinda like going out together a whole day

i said to myself

 

you say

we’re force to be together

we’re like forcing each another

 

i say

you’re just now enjoying the flow

you’re still struggling for something in your heart

 

you’re gonna leave in a few hours time

i really appreciated the moment texting with you today

at least i have the time to tell you

part of the things that i wanna say

 

i promise

by the time you look at this blog post

my heart would be the same

i would still love you

like i always did

i would still care for you

like i always did

i will bring you the happiness that you deserve

like i always did

 

i promise

what you told me

it’s like using a knife to stab my heart

i really couldn’t take it

i really can’t

it’s been a really tough week for me

and i expected something to happen

but not that

not that kind of news

where you chose someone over me

when i was prepared

to tell you everything

that i need to tell

before you leave

 

 

there’s a lot of things i wanna tell you

a lot of explanation i wanna make

a lot of facts i wanna show you

a lot of solutions that i can think of

a lot of promises that i wanna make

but i couldn’t now

 

 

well

at least

before 12 strucks

you manage to pull out a smile

from my stubborn heart

 

i dunno

i just feel like telling you

Cho Yea Sun

i really love you

i really do

by the time you see this blog probably is after 3 months

i dunno what’s gonna happen

but

yeah

i love you

 

 

 

 

peace